I had a meeting with a Freemason in the main Lodge or Freemason hall in my city. And the Man asked me why I wanted to join? I told him that I had a vision or dream that I owned a futuristic Godown and it was like Paradise! And some supernatural occurence and said to him I thought it was linked to Freemasonry?
Then a few weeks later I emailed him and he replied and said he thought that I shouldnt proceed further because he said my main motivation for becoming a freemason was from a dream which meant I didnt have a deep lying conviction from oneself which they were looking for. And the second reason was that he believed I couldnt afford the Regular dues. But he also said that I shouldnt lose heart and talk to 2 masons that would support my case that live in the city, but I only know 1 mason thats from my city on face book! He also said I had time on my side! Please sdvise me further!